one male one female one unborn child.

*Ihe mention below thoughts are mere thoughts, reality is much more worst.


It was a cool night, a real cold one as Ksaha couldn’t felt the warmth of Arvi's love. They were in love from past two years but last two months were cruel on their relationship.
Sitting on the couch Ksaha was switching channels seldom having a look at the dinner table, the food going cold with the night like their love.

Bang! Open the door; enter Arvi tumbling while stepping in.. working for new firm had made him worry moth, life was easy going for both until they got married 8 months back. Ksaha started asking him for god job so as they can unsure safe future for them self and their unborn child. Arvi got the high earning job but comes along with it a peer pressure to justify his earning to his company his boss.
“You fucking son of a bitch, why don’t you leave me alone” he yell at Ksaha, in his drunken state of mind he fails to recognize his wife his love. For Ksaha it was a routine business since past few months.
Tumbling he manages to find the bed never knowing that his four months pregnant wife didn’t find the taste in the food too.

Very calm and compose Ksaha close the door and with a heavy breath in she decided this night is the last night together.
She walks into bed room only to find Arvi all level “I am leaving, I am heading for my mothers home. I may never come back I don’t wish to put my unborn child’s future in jeopardy, you have changed and things are not like it used to be. You won’t be able to be an ideal father figure” she completed in one breath as if these feelings are hovering her mind since ages, but never gather that much courage to put into words.
The bag was all packed it just needed a moment to get the lift, this was the time.

On his bed Arvi heard all the words and felt glad for a moment by realizing his wish for Leave me along has been granted, he started laughing loud as he hear the fading sound of Car making out from the backyard.
In just matter of moments excruciating web of loneliness grip him tight, he wanted to break free from it and run to his love for her tender hug which gave him strength all the time.
He rushes to his Car to follow Ksaha.

Half way through on the Bridge above a river where they use to met when they were young fallen in love, he recognize the car drown by Ksaha few distance in front. Desperate he gets fast only to find Ksaha is riding on winds. He grab his cell n made a call to her.

As the bell rings on Ksaha's cell at seat next to her in the corner displaying the name "Nemesis" which she stored for Arvi looked faded, as the tears in her eyes had made the vision faint. She wanted to say sorry for the harsh words spoken to him as she knew that they had promised to be together not matter what comes in between them.
She moves a little to reach the phone and unknowingly moved the car steering too.

Wrack opens the bridge reeling as the Car ksaha driving smash hit it.

Arvi could watch Ksaha's Car flying breaking through the barriers as if she got wings, Arvi's mind took him flash back to the days they were together, almost the entire moments spend together screened in front of his eyes with speed of light,and then paused the moment and he heard his voice when he had promised her that he will follow her no matter where she goes.

Sink the other Car same route, Three causalities, one male one female one unborn child.

My Adorable Sweetheart

Written January 01, 2000

I wrote the Following dedicating Jennifer Lopez, hope she would learn this someday.

"The Curves of your Body,
your skin so fair;
The Heat from your Heart,
The smile you wear;
You are Beauty among Stars,
My Hands too small to reach there."

Love you Jenny

God

Written December 21, 1999

' Straight to Heaven to the God,
I ask Him to give me Lot;
Lot He give me, Lot of Sorrow,
Now i'm praying to Devils for better Tomorrow'

Amen

Fake smiles

Written December 01, 2008.

' You always smile to show that you are happy,
but i know that you are not from inside;
cause the smile get dried up on your Lips,
and Never reaches your Eyes.'

Sixpence none the richer

Written October 2000:


Kiss my Dream land and make it paradise,
The sun of which rises when you open your Eyes.
The moon of which shines when it looks at you,
The flowers like Diamond covered with Dew

Come my Love your Romeo is bleeding,
For thou presence he is waiting.
Waiting and ever giving up faith in you,
For your kiss; the moments are few.

Random Thoughts

I wrote the following Rhyme way back...one night with pen n paper in my hands n i end up writing this 4 lines.
Still this work of mine amuse me...written for none ment for none...Just Random Thoughts.

" I change all my Destination to you,
Gonna hang though, long before i go.
But the day i cut my hand.
I will remember you"

Forever in My Heart.

The Rhyme is result of inspiration by Bollywood Movie “Out of control” based on condition of Sally after getting betrayed by Jaaspinder.

“It’s hard to leave you,
But it’s even harder to live without you.
How could I possibly find those words?
That will make you stay,
Now you are going away.

One day you will realize, for you,
My heart cried and still cries.

how beautiful it would be,
I loving you & you loving me.
Both of us are now Apart,
But you will stay forever in my Heart.”

MOTHER

Mother... How can I say what you are.

You the soul, you the shelter,
You the mercy, you the beat of my Heart.

You in my laugh, you in my pain,
You the healing touch, you the care,

You my destiny, to it you the only way,
And Whenever I feel the Need, I always find you there.

With thy wings, I am a Dove,
Flying high, in the Sky, breathing Your LOVE.”